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i feel so good!
Monday, July 26, 2010 im enjoying life :) :) will update when im free! goodbye! i thought only friendships cant sink, bt why does mine sink? ):
Friday, July 2, 2010 everynight. i cried myself a river. thinking that i cant hold onto any friendships. whenever i hold onto a friendship, it sinks. now, two of my ships sink down. its too late.
Monday, June 28, 2010
You are the one whom i always call when i am crying. You are the first person who hear my stories fr the day. You are the first friend whom i can talk to abt everything and anything. You are the first friend whom accompany thru msn untill 6am. The only Nur Syazwani Bte Abdul Hamid who used to be my bestfriend. I knw its useless fr me to apologise now cos i knw u hate me so much by this time. I know its too late to talk to you and settle this. I do hope fr us to be together again bt its ur choice. I have no rights to force you. I knw u once asked me fr a talk bt i keep staying away frm u. sorry. I really have my own reason. seriously. I really really hope u understand my reason. Its not that i dont have the courage to talk to you straight But i am afraid u don't wanna talk to me again. Atleast, if i write down, u cn read and u no need to hear ur enemy's voice. Anw. If you think that i hate u too, you are wrong. The girl whom i used to caled Wan, i still love you the same amount. Never once it cross my mind to hate you just bcos u hate me. I dont knw if you are still reading my blog daily. I knw you used to be my stalker. Eventhough i share everything with u everyday, u still read my blog. I really hope u read this post or any of ur friends happen to past by my blog and tell u abt this. You may also think that Chu Wei replace u but no. Chu Wei is not Syazwani. Chu wei is a good friend just like you bt it feels different to talk to Chu Wei abt my problem instead of talking to you. Not that i am nt comfortable talking to you, Chu Wei. But really, it feels different. Maybe because im used to talkng to Syazwani about everything. So, straight to my point. The actual reason is that i am a bad friend. Really i am. You are a good daughter, good student and also a good friend. While me, i am a bad daughter, bad student and a bad friend! See, how different are we? I dont wanna u to be like me just bcos of my stupid and lazy attitude! I still remember you once lied to ur mum just bcos u wanna hang out with me after school. You answered back to ur mum just bcos of me. I asked u to go home bt you insist to just bcos i waited fr u fr like an hour ++. remember? i still remember. Since then, i always think if i ever do influence you. so, i start to stay away frm u. i really dont want to influence u so i stay a distance frm u. Then, u realise my changes and asked me fr a talk but i ignored you. Wanna knw why? Cos i just cant face you. When i face you, i will be like out of words and speechless. I knw i oredi promide nt to hurt you and will be ur bestfriend forever but i broke the promise and we become strangers. sorry. i just cant see my friends be a bad one just because of me. I dont want to be a friend whom bring a bad influence in anyone's life Thats all, Nur Syazwani. I really hope u understand me. I dont hope fr you to forgive me cos i knw its hard. But atleast understand me. i am doing fr ur best. From the bottom of my heart, i am really sorry. No words can describe how sorry i am If you want to end this friendship, its okay. Serve me right fr losing a good friend like you. lastly, Thankyou fr you shoulder fr me to cry on. Thankyou fr ur warm hug. Thankyou fr you kindness. Thankyou fr ur jokes that make my day. Thankyou fr being my bestfriend even fr awhile. I hope to be ur bestfriend again. bt it depends on u. I cant force. Thankyou Nur Syazwani fr making me open up my eyes wider to the world. You made a change in my life fr the better one. ILOVEYOUNURSYAZWANIBTEABDULHAMID. today marks the last day.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Hola. Last year when mum was gone, i had chicken pox. This year when my mum is still gone, im suffering alot! But no, i dont have chicken pox. and i rather have chicken pox actually. Cos. Now, im not stronger like last year. I have block-nose, my throat is like super pain, i have a cold, lastly my head is spinning and aching. I tried to sleep bt my body feel so weak. Its the last week of holiday in 2 days time and i wanna enjoy. But how to carry on my plans with my sisters and friends if im sick? God, ): Okay. looking at the brighter side of my life. My mom and my eldest sister will be back home tmrw morning :D I am really looking forward fr their arrival. I miss them like 2347681 times! Just now was my last day at work and im starting to miss the children! I saw them cry, shout and smile and they always make my day! I miss Yanee, the one who always stick to herself. I miss Diana, the one who always sit on my lap. I miss Jollie, the one who always hug and kiss me I miss Stefanie, the naughtiest girl. I miss Joe, the whitest one. I miss the twins, Ryan and Michelle. If i have a wish left bfr i start school again I will wish that i can see them again ): Okay, im done. Time to blow my nose. heh. Goodnight readers :) Only friend ships can't sink.
Monday, June 7, 2010  LOVE is them and them are LOVED ;)
Hello! :>
Ive been spending my life with them.
For my first time, ive been too close with chinese girls.
I used to be so racist and hate chinese and only talk to malays.
But since i start to be close with them, everything change.
I dont knw if they love me too but i really do love them and i mean it :>
They understands me the best.
But we can sit tgt not talking and dont feel awkward bcos
we are bestfriends ;)
Anw, im officially 15 years old now.
Thankyou fr the wishes, presents and cakes, friends :D
Now i need to wait fr 11months+ fr my 16th birthday. so long ):
Orite, I have nothing else to say.
So far, im enjoying my life.
Lastly, Have a safe journey mum and sis.
I miss u both but i miss mum like so much.
Our house is like so empty without u both.
Im done.
Goodbye :) my tagboard is full. full of blogshops!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Hello ;) As u cn see, im nt interested in blogging anymore. Its a waste of time. bt since, im bored, ill just waste my time. Alright, let me blog draftly Life has been pretty alright. But sometimes, life is hard ): Just has to bear with it. everything happens fr a reason :) Had just finished watching a korean drama called "Personal Taste" It is superb! I recommend u all to watch ;) anw, Camp is in 2days time and i still have nt pack my bag yet. im not in the camp mood. especially fr sec 3 camp, Oh god! i really hate Adventure Camp! >: lucky its only fr 2days 1 night! oh oh, lastly. i dont knw why but Amira has not been msging me. is it bcos her phone is under repair again? or.. ): Amira, if u read this, msg me horr? if nt ill hang u! ;) Okay, Goodbye readers Have a wonderful June holidays! :> lost.
Thursday, May 20, 2010 We have two hands, two legs, two eyes and two ears but why do we have only one Heart? Is bcos we are asked to search fr the other pair of our heart :) |
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